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Not one of my best poems, but I was just thinking and writing.

What ever happened to going on dates?

Picking them up at 7 on a cloudless Friday night to dinner and a movie?

Going out for a stroll or some coffee simply to have a small conversation, when deep down you know it’s because you want to be around them just to get to know them better?

What ever happened to giving her flowers?

Giving him gifts?

The butterflies in your stomach as you receive your first kiss?

Cuddling on the sofa as you watch nightmare on elm street?

Wishing if he were to kill you in your dreams, you could kiss them once more?

What ever happened to making things official?

What ever happened to keeping things exciting, inventing new ways to miss each other?

Letting each other know how you feel?

Having respect towards each other’s feelings?

Making them feel good?

What ever happened to being faithful?

Introducing them to your family?

Giving them random hugs and kisses that would make them feel loved?

What ever happened to promise rings as a symbol of one’s care for one another?

What ever happened to that promise ring evolving into a vow promising your love till death do you part?

What ever happened to that work of art? That same one your heart constructed?

Untitled.

I learned how to build a tough shell around my tender heart for protection

Yet you hammered right through

I learned to drown out all emotions with heavy noise

Yet you silenced it

I learned to disguise it’s taste adding repulsive seasoning

Yet you ate it

I learned to conceal it by adorning it with dark unknown colors 

Yet you undressed it in a beat

I learned to encircle it with an obscure unpleasant scent

Yet you sported it like cologne

I learned that no matter how many road names I changed, or tracks I rearranged,

You found your route to it

<3